I’m pleased to announce that I start my new job on Monday.  Unfortunately things are at a catch-22 right now.  I know for sure that I’ll be bringing in about $2,000 a month with everything I have going on.  At the same time, however, it just doesn’t seem to want to come in the way I need it to.

I woke up yesterday to see a load of green slime under Sean’s front right tire.  Knowing that we already had the water pump replaced, it obviously has to come from another source.  So today Lucy took me over to NAPA so I could get some antifreeze to fill the leak, and then when my neighbor showed up I ran right up to him and asked for help.  He sent me up to a guy in Sea Cliff with the goal of having a pressure test done so we can find out where the leak is coming from exactly.  We were happy to find out that the guy took us right away and threw the car up on the list.  After a little bit of waiting he came back and we were then told that we’re going to need a new radiator and a new set of some kind of tubes.  We explained that this is the third radiator in the car (since it’s purchase) and he was dumbfounded as to what’s going on.  We left it with him (thank god for Lucy today, she really helped us out) and we’ll know tomorrow why things are as screwed up as they are.

So basically, Sean and I were just getting ahead on the bills and now it’s to the point where we’re so far behind it’s absurd.  This job is going to set us back a few hundred dollars and then I need to scrape money together in order to prepare for work over the course of the upcoming week.  We also need to put money aside so that we can rent a UHaul and pick up our stuff from Delaware.  It’s a never-ending cycle of annoyance these days - I’ll tell you that much.

Sean and I are celebrating our 2 year anniversary. While we’ve known each other for more than two years, we’ve only been together since July 21, 2006. Knowing that we’re tight on cash, when we happened to be running errands last night in New Hyde Park we wound up stopping at this place called “Charlie Browns Steak House”. I’ve never been there before but Sean went numerous times when he was living in New Jersey. I picked up some ribs and the salad bar came included. He got himself a burger with the add-on of the salad bar as well. It’s a bit healthier than picking up the mozzarella sticks for an appetizer. Dinner was relatively nice, the food could have been a bit better (something we both agreed upon) but it was nice to just get out for a little while and have it be just the two of us.

For the last couple of weeks it’s mainly been family-time for me. I’ve been around my mother’s, I’ve hung out with my aunts, grandmother, father, sister, friends from around town (which are considered family in my opinion) so it really just hasn’t been the two of us, so it was nice to get out for a bit.

We’re in the process of figuring things out in regards to who’s going where. Unfortunately, I have too much going on up here where my life in Delaware is just not an option anymore. I love DE, and I adore Sean’s mom, I just can’t be down there at this point in my life. Too many family members are sick, and I’ve really missed my friends. I only have two people in Delaware. Sean and I are fine, and I get along great with his mother but I do need the friend input and I don’t go out and ‘make friends’ I’m comfortable with the people I grew up with. I know if I were ever able to FIND a job down there I’d be able to meet some more people but with every 100 applications sent, I’d get one phone call back and it would either not work out or just be such a shitty job that even wasting my time there just wasn’t worth it.

So the answer - I move back to New York. I’ve put in some applications up here so that I can bring in enough money where Sean and I can afford an apartment here on Long Island. My most recent application was sent to human resources as the hospital. It’s per-diem work, which isn’t even ‘Part-Time’ it’s a “call you as we need you” position. It’s my mother’s old job and per-diem work can very quickly turn into a full time job with the way people are rotated in and out of departments. When my father first started at the hospital he was working per-diem on the weekends, the guy he was covering for (full-time employee) decided to pick up and move to Florida a week after my father started. Dad was then asked if he wanted to switch to full-time and the rest is history. Five years later he’s still with them and making pretty decent money. He’s still in debt but at least there’s a solid paycheck coming in to take care of the bills.

So it’s my hope that I’ll be able to do that. I think it’s kind of funny that at this point in my life I’m about the same age as my mother when she first started working there. While I, in no way, see myself going down her route in life, I know there’s a lot of stability working for one of the top 3 employers on Long Island. Unfortunately, even with the economy, medical based jobs aren’t going to change, especially in the ER.

After a few months of working I’m hoping to be able to refinance my current loan so I can get some money for a down payment on a car for myself. I’ve narrowed it down to three choices - Chevy Cobalt, Honda CR-V, or VW Jetta. At this point, however, anything with reasonable mileage that I’m not going to be putting a lot of money into will do just fine for me. Maintenance is one thing, having to constantly fix engine parts is quite another. So I’m setting myself up with a budget of about of $12,000 MAX and I’ll see what I can come up with. I’m sure I’ll be able to find something really good with that amount of money, especially if I’m working at the hospital considering employees get a discount at numerous different stores, including car based ones.

Once everything else is taken care of, Sean and I will begin looking for an apartment up here. We just need something big enough where we can have a less-cramped bedroom, a decent sized office and it would be nice to have a formal living room, so I guess we’re looking into a two bedroom. On Long Island that doesn’t come cheap but we’ll also have a budget so we’ll be able to work it out. He’ll get to experience life with a very attached puppy, based heavily on the fact that she’s never been away from me. We’ll also be able to start our lives together without any outside influence from family members.

Should be interesting.

I don’t think that today could have gone any better. Sean and I were able to get the car fixed at $100 less than the original quote. We then hung out around the house for a little while. Dad, Sean and I went out to dinner at some diner that used to be an IHOP. After taking the long way home (half hour detour of just traveling around with the windows out on the jeep) we basically just relaxed and enjoyed the ride.

I have everything up and running with AGn Solutions. The new hosting plans are in place, the new pricing is in place, and thank god for the new company I’m going through because I now have a proper billing system that should help to keep everything running at ship-shape. Now all I need to do is push the advertising on it a bit more, but money talks so of course that will have to show up before anything. I have been able to figure out how to integrate things to another provider in regards to email management so I should be able to stay on top of things a lot better than I’ve been able to in the past.

So everything just seems to be looking up right now.

I’m working on a few things here as far as content goes. I’d like to finally get some of the templates up that I’ve been working on for the past few months, so we’ll see how much I can accomplish there. Maybe I’ll be able to finally come up with something that I like enough to publish to the rest of the world. I was contacted about sponsorships but I never responded due to my lack of creativity for the templates that they’re willing to sponsor.

Either way something will be done soon. I do have a lot of pictures to go through as well, there are a few creative entries that I’d like to throw up here as well.

A lot to do but no drive to do it - story of my life.

After a few chilly days, Spring has finally come back to Delmarva.  I woke up today with a lot of energy and hopefully that’ll help me get through the long day of work that I have ahead of me.  I’m almost done on a few templates I’ve been working on and then I’m going to get myself in gear on two that need to be done for Jackie.

When I went outside I was hit with the warm sun an the smell of Miracle Grow - the lady across the street is working on her garden.  I can’t wait until I have enough time to go outside and start working on ours.  I did the basic maintenance the other day but Karen and I went out this past weekend and loaded up on tons of supplies that are still sitting in the back of the van.  We picked up a cute little white fence, then we loaded up on soil and seeds and even some pots and what not so that we could really make the porch and the front yard shine this year.  I’d also like to do some things in the back yard but I doubt I’ll ever get around to it.  It would be nice to be able to setup a fence so I can let Bella run free on the grass, but complex restrictions won’t make that possible for me.  You can do heavy landscaping to block things off but supposedly you can’t put up a full wrap-around fence.  BUT you’re allowed to have a privacy wall.  I wonder what’s the point with that but oh well.

While I do have a lot of energy bursting to get out, the coffee hasn’t kicked in for me to focus it all on what’s important.  Sean is still asleep so that stops me from cleaning up the bedroom.  I do need to get myself into the bathroom and scrub everything down because Karen’s sister is coming to visit sometime within the next few days and since our bathroom is in the main hallway - everyone tends to use it.  Bleach and a little elbow grease are all it really requires, I know I’ll have that done within the next hour though.

I’ve gone back to car shopping and I found a few that I really like.  I’m alternating back and forth with Hyundai and Chevrolet.  I found one for a great price up in Pennsylvania but I’m not sure if I’d actually wish to take that trip.  I found a few excellently priced models in New Jersey.  I was also lucky enough to find one in New York that is only about $6500 and it’s brand new.  It’s one of those Scion tC models, not really a Toyota fan but they have inexpensive cars when you get down to the right level.  It’s got about 2,000 miles on it and it’s the same color and size that I’m interested in.

I think I’m going to stick with either a Chevy Cobalt or Hyundai Elantra.  Icka (remember her?) just picked up an Elantra and it’s absolutely gorgeous.  After talking to Tom I was able to find one that really caught my attention but it happens to be a Dodge Stratus, I’m really all over the place when it comes to this but if it’s going to be a car that needs to last me a few years then obviously I’m going to have to shop around.  The one Elantra that I found, Tom has actually test-drove and as someone who’s into the racing community and knows a lot about cars - I knew his opinion would be valued.  He said it’s a great price for what it has on it but it’s difficult to drive.  He doesn’t drive to race (every time) but he does know how to control a car and when you notice that the car has some trouble when it comes to merging and making right-hand turns is unbalanced, the 2006 Elantra isn’t the route to take.

Either way I’ll figure something out.  I’m hoping to get in touch with my mother later and see what she thinks.  I know she got her Nissan on the Island and I can’t - for the life of me - remember the name of the Dealer she got it from.  A phone call later should clear that all up,  I hope.

In any event, time to get to work.  I think I’m going to lug the extension chord outside and take the laptop out there.  It’s too nice of a day to sit in here!